I'm setting here, wondering would my hope help me later , should i still hope for something may never happen, or atleast like they think. I'm a boy and yes i can confess everything, it doesn't effect on my dignity, they say you have to choose between your dignity and your love , i know what i'd chosen..
i've been selfish, the last thing i've ever imagined is to be selfish, i know what i did , i know sorry won't erase that pain in his heart in his mind.
why is it too hard to move on, why is it hard to forget our first love, the one i thought that we'll be always together so much dreams and too much "forevers" .
I think this period has to come, and i believe it'll go soon,cuz i never felt this way,i'v never act like this, everything changed. i hope i'v changed too..it's the only way it could get better.
I Have to say it's the only thing i care about is HER or US, don't reminds me that i have only 18yo cuz i'v already know , ya i'm sure.. and all that crap about life is long.. and it's never late to found someone better, like i did nothing .
all i can do now is waiting, all i can say is i'll never give up trying, cuz you're the only tresor i found in this scary life
..Not The END
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